Monday, June 10, 2013

Father's Day

Any mothers of young kids out there struggling with what to do for the Father at your house on Father's Day? Why this stresses me, I have no idea. I know Jonathan would die if he knew it did, because he doesn't care as much about cutsie homemade handprints and that type of thing. He loves Truett to death, but all of this worry and work I'm putting into thinking of the perfect thing started to get to me. It's the part of me that wants him to feel so loved and appreciated that it's not even funny, so I tend to put ridiculous expectations on myself to deliver the perfect Pinteresty gift. Am I the only one? So, I paused. I decided to talk with Jonathan last night. It went something like this:

me: Hey, can I ask you something?

him: Sure, what's up.

me: Well, I know Father's Day is coming up, and I just wondered how you feel most loved. What I mean is, when you think about Father's Day in your mind, what do you expect the day to look like? What would be a perfect day to you? I can't promise that I'm going to do all of the things that you say, but I think it will help me to understand how you feel loved and appreciated as a dad. Does that make sense?

him: Michelle, that's very nice, but honestly, I just want time with my family. Uninterrupted quality time. You don't have to top something you did last year every time you know, or make me some cute gift. You can if you want, of course, but it's not expected. I just want to sleep in, and spend time with my favorite family. Does that sound ok?

And with a simple two-minute conversation, my stress plummeted to zero. Open communication my friends, open communication. No surprises ruined, no feelings hurt, no expectations unmet. This father's day may just be the best yet, even with no Pinterest project. :)

Sunday, June 9, 2013

The Best Things in Life

I've been alive for 27 short years on planet earth, and the following is my short list of best things you should not risk failing to experience in this lifetime:


  1. Jesus' relentless love
  2. True love (mine came in the form of Jonathan Meisner!)
  3. Sunshine
  4. Fantastic Stories
  5. Music that makes your heart sing
  6. Chocolate cake
  7. The love of a mother
  8. White snow on Christmas morning
  9. Green grass
  10. The beach
  11. Sitting by a campfire making smores
  12. Best friends, and the photos you should definitely take to remember those best friends

You know what!? The best things in life really are free, or less than $5. ;)




Being Perfect

It's hard being perfect. I am though, don't worry...in every way.

Bahaha, hopefully you don't think I'm serious, because if I ever told a joke, that would be it. We all have flaws! If you're reading this today and you think you're perfect, this post isn't for you. If you're reading this and know you've got some issues, well then hopefully I can bring some hope today. Maybe God can use me in one little way on this beautiful Sunday afternoon.

Right now I want you to think of something you've purchased in the past that you loved loved loved, and probably paid a little too much for, but because you were so in love with it, you were never regretful for the tiniest millisecond. Have something in mind? What is it? For me, this may seem silly but I bought a nice raincoat for a trip. For whatever reason, raincoats are hard to find, and I looked and looked, but never had much luck. I'd find a few for a reasonable price, but they were never quite what I was looking for, so I would pass. When I found the perfect one, I thought it was about $40 overpriced, but still bought it. Am I sorry? No way! I needed a raincoat for the 7 days of stormy weather we were about to experience, and it was perfect! So perfect, in fact, that I went home to wear it around the cool, dry house all afternoon, just because. Come on, you know you've made purchases that you've loved that much before too! This jacket did, and still does the job on rainy days, it's super-cute, and fits perfect. It's worth every penny ever spent...to me. Now, if you asked my neighbor, Mr. Biggs, if he would have spent the same amount on the raincoat that I bought, I can assure you that the answer would be no. But the value isn't the same to him, because it doesn't fit him, he doesn't need or even want it, and he certainly wouldn't pay full price. See, it's not about how much was spent on the jacket, but about the value that it has specifically to ME. This is sometimes how God sees us in so many ways. He made you unique, he thinks you're super-cute, that you fit perfectly in his plan, and that you're worth a high price! You're not like your best friend Lisa, because you're not made to do what Lisa does. You are unique to the purpose God put inside of YOU, and there is no amount of money that changes your value to him. You might have a little stain or rip here and there, but he's keeping you forever, because there is nothing he wants more than exactly what you are. God has big plans for your life, and you're beyond valuable to him. 1 Corinthians 7:23 says, "God paid a high price for you, so don't be enslaved by the world."

In other words, don't waste time being consumed by what others think, how you can fit in, why you don't have this or that gift, or how come your life doesn't seem as good as so-and-so. Don't knock yourself down for your failures in the past...because, let's face it, aren't they in the past? Let it go. I sometimes forget how valuable I am to God, but he bring me right back to it often. I'm special to him, and of indescribable worth. He thinks I'm beautiful, and I'm perfectly lovable just as I am in his eyes. I'm not perfect, and although I'm striving to be more and more like Christ every day, I don't kill myself for my mistakes. I apologize, learn from them, and get up and try again. In the process, I'm becoming a stronger person, a better wife, a good mom, and a better friend. Maybe it's time for a few of you out there to start seeing yourself as God sees you, huh? Maybe today is your day to start figuring out what makes you tick, and what God put inside of you, and go do that! I can guarantee that you'll never be happier than you will be when you're right in the middle of God's will. Yep, guaranteed.

As a side note, if you don't know where to start discovering what God has planned for your life, this is a great free, online tool to help! http://www.chazown.com



Saturday, May 4, 2013

Update on Life

What in the world. That's what I say.

I wanted to post an update today to all of those wondering how my journey with MS is going. I don't love dwelling on it, because I feel so good lately, and pretty normal these days. But that's a great reason to write about it, because I have so much good going on, and so much to be thankful for! You all definitely deserve an update, and really, so does God.

When I think of the last month of my life, Philippians 4:6 comes to mind, "Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done." Let me tell you why.

I have a new neurologist, who is the sweetest little lady with the most adorable accent. Who doesn't love a smartie with an accent? I had been waiting to see her for months, because the demand for her is high, and even though I called to check for cancellations ocassionally, there never seemed to be any quick movement. I felt impatient most days, constantly praying for an opening on her calendar to get in sooner, but when I realized it wasn't going to happen, I put my patient pants on and life got a little sweeter. When you can't do anything about your circumstances, it really frees you to just stop worrying, doesn't it? I went to visit her a couple of weeks ago and she confirmed my diagnosis and started explaining all of my medication options. My previous doctor had encouraged me to start shot treatments right away (blah), but I really felt that I should wait and see another doctor first, if not just for a second opinion. Boy am I glad. In the last couple of weeks, a brand new medication was released to treat MS called BG-12. It's got limited side-effects that actually go away over time, and has been proven to be 20% more effective than the popular shots available, and the BEST part about it? It's a pill, not a shot! Why yes, I'm actually not dreaming, but you could have fooled me! How did I get to live in this small sliver of history with these awesome medical breakthroughs?

My doctor explained that if I had previously started medication (daily shots) then she would not have ever switched me to the new pill that was just released a few weeks ago, because she would have had no reason to take me off of a medication that was working. The risk is too high for a person's body, especially switching on drugs that work with your immune system in different ways. Since these drugs have lasting effects on a person, it's not smart to switch often, if ever, unless completely necessary. But, since I had not started on anything yet, I got to be a glorious NEW recipient of this awesome drug. Hello!


Can you imagine if the Lord had answered my prayer when I asked him to get me in to see the doctor on my time table? I would have missed this very small window of time, and would have started on a different medication...and been stuck with it. 

But no, God in his mercy, knowing 
the best plan for my life, loved me 
most by not answering my prayer.

What have you been praying for lately that you aren't getting a response from God about? Can I encourage you today to stay the course, give God your trust, and be patient? He's got your BEST interest at heart, and every single morning, I'm lucky enough to be reminded of that...in a pill form.

My doctor said she was impressed with how well I was doing, by the way. I attribute that to lots of prayer and my drastic change in diet. Either way though, she predicts that I may have none, or maybe one episode this year. What?! I can't believe it. If I wrote my own life story, it wouldn't have ever gone this well. I'd say my body is on the way...to a miracle or something. :)

Thank you, friends, for every prayer, every kind word, and every person that believes in miracles. 

The Lord is good, and I believe 
that he makes all things beautiful 
in his time!





Sunday, April 21, 2013

Homemade Bread & Jam

Diet. I loathe that word. It doesn't have a good connotation, like ever. Even if it's meant in the best way, people still think it means, "I'm tryin to get skinny, so lay off." In this case, let's just suppose for a moment that I actually do have a new diet, but it's not to lose weight. Sure, that may be a side effect, but I call it a lifestyle choice. It's not easy, but this is life, and I'm going with it, like forever. 

So Multiple Sclerosis is an autoimmune disease, and what fights it off is taking anti-inflammatory drugs, which cost about 55K a year. Whew! Who knew right? But, did you know that there are anti-inflammatory foods, and you can make them right in your kitchen, and they do the EXACT SAME THING? Oh yes, they're called vegetables! The more plant based foods I consume, the better! So of course I don't have to eat this way, and I could have chocolate cake every day of my life, but I choose to eat this way, because I'd rather play it safe and help my body out a little. When I do this, I'm trading in cheeseburgers for the ability to walk someday. I'm giving up milkshakes for the ability to talk. It's a no-brainer really. :) It's just a choice, and for me, it's an easy one. There are also pro-flammatory foods (which, in my specific case, are the bad guys). They disguise themselves as animal fats like milk fat, beef, butter, certain oils, pastries, etc. You get the picture, right? In the end, I decided I'd like to live on the safe side and continually pump good food into my body. So, you can expect every recipe to be pretty darn healthy from here on out. Just a fair warning.

Can I give you an update? It was hard eating this way at first, because I couldn't figure out what I could even have. But after one month, it has become a way of life that's really not a big deal. Hopefully I'll post some really great healthy foods in the days to come that you'll love and that your whole family will enjoy too. Believe it or not, healthy food is tasty! 

Enough talking, let's cook!

Easy Whole Wheat Bread

Here is a healthy bread recipe for almost anyone! It doesn't have any extras (like butter) in it, but still tastes amazing! Our family makes this recipe every other weekend, since there are just three of us, and it lasts quite a while. You'll get two regular sized loaf pans of bread in the end, and they keep for a little over a week. Happy baking!

Ingredients
5 c whole wheat flour
3 T yeast
2 1/4 c milk (it's ok to use sour milk here)
1/2 c molasses
  1. Mix yeast, milk, and molasses in a microwavable bowl, and microwave for 1.5 minutes.
  2. In a large mixing bowl (I use a Kitchen Aid mixer) add 2 cups of flour.
  3. Stir warmed wet mixture and add to the 2 cups of flour, mixing continuously.
  4. Slowly add remaining 3 cups of flour until your bread starts to work itself together as it kneads, and looks like this... see how it's all stuck together in a ball? That's good!
  5. Leave this ball of dough in the bowl you mixed it in and cover with a kitchen towel for 1 hour. If you don't know already, the towel helps the yeast rise, trust me. :)
  6. After an hour, punch down the dough a few times (don't overdo it) and shape into loaf appropriate sizes and put the dough inside of two regular loaf pans, spraying them beforehand with cooking spray so the bread doesn't stick. Cover again and let rise 30 minutes-1 hour. Patience, patience, patience my friend. Preheat your oven to 350 degrees in the meantime. 
  7. Put in the oven for 30 minutes! 
Eat that bread hot of the oven with a little jam or honey I tell ya! It's the very best thing in the world! Oh say, you'd like to make some  homemade jam too? Why sure, you've come to the right place.

Blueberry Apple Jam

This is easy. easy. easy. If you want to make jam and have never done it before, you're going to love me forever, because this is new person friendly. What I like about this, and what motivated me to make it is the fact that there is NO sugar added, because basically I don't eat straight sugar anymore, and fruit is about the closest I come. For this I use blueberries and applesauce, but I have had fantastic jam made out of strawberries (instead of blueberries) and 100% grape juice (instead of applesauce). I really wanted to try the strawberry when we tried out this delicious blueberry, but we started baking the bread by the time the urge to make jam came over me with hurricane force...well, you see my problem. :) Hot bread cannot wait for jam ya know.

Ingredients
4 cups blueberries (can use frozen, but just thaw beforehand)
1 cup no sugar added applesauce
2 T fruit pectin (no sugar needed kind)
  1. Put 4 cups of blueberries in a large metal pot or sauce pan, and start to smash those boogers down to nothing! Don't turn the heat on just yet.
  2. This is what it looked like when I finished smash, smash, smashing.
  3. Mix the fruit pectin into the applesauce well and then pour into the smashed up blueberries.
  4. Turn on the heat to medium and stir continuously until the mixture begins to boil.
  5. Once it starts boiling, stir for 15 minutes straight or until the mixture starts to set up like jam does. Do NOT stop stirring, or that yummy pot of berries will burn, baby. 
  6. After 15 minutes, remove from heat and let your jam cool.
  7. Store in a clean glass container, or sterilized canning jar. Done!
And...if you're like me, you can enjoy warm bread with warm jam.  I recommend making these together, obviously. 

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Stop Doubting

What happens when you don't have faith? Nothing.
What happens when you do have faith? Everything. 


So tell me, what in the world do you have to lose by believing? I had a conversation with someone not too long ago and it went like this:

Me: I have every faith in the world that God is going to heal me, because he's going to. It's just not the right time yet. I do believe, and I know it deep in my heart, so I simply do not worry. I just don't...like ever. Sure, I learn and read up on stuff, but that doesn't mean I don't trust him. I just know that I know that I know that the Lord has a bigger plan.

Them: You don't think that he might not heal you, Michelle? I'm not saying he can't, because I believe that he can, but I believe he can use you in spite of healing you. Maybe he has a plan for you, while you are sick, because of your outlook or something else.

Me: Yes, you're right, but I believe he's going to heal me, as in completely and miraculously. You just wait and see. I do believe God can use every circumstance for good, though, of course.

Them: That's such a great attitude to have, but I just want you to know that it's ok to be angry at God sometimes, and if he never heals you, it's ok to have those feelings and be upset. That's normal to feel.

I felt God's spirit gently whisper to me, "Maybe you're not normal." God took my mind back to 2007, where I knelt at an altar and the Lord clearly revealed to me that I would be a missionary someday. I've never forgotten that moment, because it was a true calling. I still don't know exactly what it means, but I also don't have to know. I feel that I already am a missionary in my everyday life, at work, and in so many other relationships. I trust the Lord and he really does light my path each day. Today is all I need to know. Just today.

This whole conversation left me thinking that I guess I don't understand. Why should I doubt God? Why should I not believe, and believe fully that he is the only option for my healing? I don't really want to live life giving God outs. He doesn't need them, because he is everything. He is the healer and author of my life. He doesn't need my excuses and backup plans, and I have nothing to lose by believing in God! Nothing.

Trust, I beg of you. Trust God with your life and stop doubting! I get really passionate about this...because I believe doubting will suck the joy out of your life and steal the Lord's blessings that he intended for good!


Jesus looked at them intently and said, "Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But not with God. Everything is possible with God."
Mark 10:27


Did you catch that? Everything.

Vegan Chili

Wow. I've tried a lot of different chili recipes, but this one takes the cake! This chili is recommended to be served over sweet potatoes, but that's really up to you. I altered this recipe until I really liked it! It serves about 4-6 people as a soup. Enjoy!

Ingredients // Making It

  • 2 T. Extra Virgin Olive Oil
Put the EVOO in the bottom of a large pot on medium heat.
  • 1 medium onion, finely chopped
  • 1 jalapeño, seeded and finely chopped (or you could use a whole green pepper)
  • 4 cloves garlic, finely minced
Once the EVOO heats up a bit, add the onion, jalapeño and garlic and let it cook for about 3-5 minutes, or until the onions turn clear. Add the ingredients below to the pot and let simmer for 20-25 minutes. 
  • 1 28oz can crushed tomatoes
  • 1 T ground cumin
  • 2 T chili powder
  • 1/4 t. cayenne pepper
  • 1 28oz can crushed tomatoes
  • 1 t. dried oregano
  • 1 T agave nectar (or you can use brown sugar, sugar, molasses, honey, etc.)
  • 3 cans of beans (I used 2 cans of red kidney beans and 1 can of black beans), drained and rinsed
  • 1 16oz bag of frozen corn, thawed (or you can use less if you prefer)
  • 1 1/2 t. salt
  • 1/4 c coarsely chopped fresh cilantro
  • 1 T lemon juice (or lime)
Wah-la! Recommended over sweet potatoes for a serious meal. Let me know what you think!
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